Sunday, July 20, 2008

The tension felt


Rasanya nak atau tak nak, aku tak boleh lepas dari rasa tension selepas bersalin. Today is only 4th day and i feel helpless. I can't be with the baby, pastu tak boleh layan hamzah yg tak faham aku tak sihat, and umar pula perangai semacam nak melawan je kejenya and worst the only person i hope to be the most understanding pun hmm ... (Even after 3 kids pun kena go through the confinement mcm xpenah ada experience) ì so hate confinement period that i wish i don't have to go through it again.



Saturday, July 19, 2008

Baby tanpanama


Just left the hospital. Sian babyku. Kena tinggal lagi. Muka dan badannya merah2. Paed kata mungkin alergy. Ada mild jaundice dan start duduk bwh lampu mlm nanti kot. Harap2 everything turns well tomorrow



Boring without the baby


Just called the paed, and the baby still can't be discharged yet. Boringnya. Nanti tghari nak pergi melawat baby tanpanama. I'll take some pics and post them here.



Friday, July 18, 2008

Guessing game?


Tak payah teka lah. Since the baby is still in the hospital, i can't start breastfeeding her directly. Meanwhile my spectra 3 is at home and the husband has yet to bring it. The breasts start to engorge. I need a fast solution so i offered hamzah this morning. He refused at first but now dah jadi syok pulak. As bf is concerned, other than relieving the engorgement, it also stimulates the breasts to produce more milk. I am all gear up for another round of breastfeeding project. Good luck to me.



Thursday, July 17, 2008

Returning home


Without the new addition. She needed to be observed because of 2 cases of turning blue-ish. The paed has started with antibiotics. If everything goes well, we will be reunited on saturday evening. On the other note, hamzah is one crancky boy today. Could it because he senses that he has got a younger sister? Don't worry, mak and abah love u equally.



1st visitor


Aimi, her kateh and nayya came visiting at pantai. Too bad, they left early. 5 mins after they were gone, the nurse sent the baby to me to be breastfed. Takpelah raya nanti kita jumpa lagi.